The First Jesus Freak

A pot-smokin, LSD-droppin seeker turned Calvary Chapel into a household name. So why is Lonnie Frisbee missing from church history?

Lonnie Frisbee put the freak in Jesus freak.With his long brown hair, long craggily beard, dusty clothing, scent of Mary Jane and glint of his last LSD trip in his eyes, he showed up out of nowhere, at the height of the '60s, literally on Chuck Smith's doorstep.

Smith was just another conservative Orange County pastor. He'd moved from a small church in Corona to an even smaller one in Costa Mesa, yet had impressively boosted membership from three people to more than 200.

According to a scratchy recording of Smith's voice in a new documentary, the pastor would look at "dirty hippies" and wonder, "Why don't you take a bath?" But his front-porch meeting with Frisbee in 1968 was awash in the wonderful coincidences Christians point to as proof of God working in mysterious ways. The hippie was fresh off an LSD-juiced vision in which God told him he'd turn hordes of young people on to Christ. Smith's wife, Kay, had just had a vision of her own: that her husband's church would reach out to those damn (but not necessarily damned) dirty hippies. "I turned and saw the tears streaming down her face," Smith says on the recording, "and I could see she was praying." So he asked his daughter's boyfriend to pull a random hippie off the street, bring him to the pastor's home and let him get inside the Flower Child mindset. Along Fair Drive in Costa Mesa, the boyfriend picked up a hitchhiker with flowing brown hair, flowing scraggily beard and a Bible clutched against his dusty shirt. The random hippie was Lonnie Frisbee.

Before long, the two men bonded. Despite his misgivings about hippie hygiene, Smith was always fascinated by the peace-and-love rhetoric. And this kid's Bible knowledge impressed him. Frisbee saw in Smith a much-desired father figure. They went on to stand side by side off Little Corona beach, dunking thousands of young people in the chilly waters for the most informal and joyous of baptisms. At his Calvary Chapel, Smith taught about the End Times on Monday nights and Frisbee packed in the hippies on Wednesday nights. Church membership skyrocketed. Young people around the land heard about "the hippie preacher in Costa Mesa" who was goofy, brusque and looked as if he's just walked out of the Bible. "People say I look like Jesus," he once said, "and I can't think of anyone else I'd rather look like."

He peppered his testimonies with "far out" and "we're blowing people's minds." Witnesses say Frisbee blew their minds by walking into large crowds, yelling, "Jesus" and suddenly being surrounded by strangers. He'd stop random people on the street and engage them in gentle conversation; pretty soon, they were having long one-on-ones about God. A conservative-Christian intellectual swears that when he was a young man, he saw Lonnie—like Jesus—actually make a blind man see. They call that being "anointed" by God.

His ministries enrolled thousands of kids. Some were so turned on they'd soon set out to become preachers themselves; many today are evangelical pastors at churches around the world. Timeand Lifemagazines ran cover stories in 1971 on the so-called Jesus People—known in less polite circles as Jesus Freaks; words and images of Frisbee figured prominently in both. People would yell out his name when he walked the streets of Denmark, South Africa and Great Britain.

Lonnie left after about four years as Calvary's unofficial youth pastor and, after a brief time in the Shepherding movement, wound up at the soon-to-become Vineyard Church of Yorba Linda. Same thing happened there: his presence sparked a worldwide movement. Calvary and Vineyard have each propagated about 1,000 churches across the planet. Along for the ride in the early years was Greg Laurie, who was so taken by his mentor Lonnie that he'd dress in the same David Crosby-style faded leather jacket with fringe hanging off the arms. Laurie is more conservatively attired these days as he leads Riverside's Harvest Church, whose annual Harvest Crusades pack stadiums nationwide like mainstream rock tours.

But if you were to take a look at the written histories of Calvary, Vineyard and Harvest, you'd find barely any—if any—mention of Lonnie Frisbee. Vineyard doesn't even cite him by name, referring only to "the young man." Three local Christians I've asked about the original hippie preacher at Calvary assumed I was referring to Smith, as if the bald-headed Christian firebrand had been the preacher with the flowing brown mane in those old news photos. Mentioning Lonnie to Laurie is said to be verboten.

Besides inciting excitement, Frisbee could be volatile, argumentative and disrespectful toward authority. But that is not what has made him the invisible man of God. Turns out he was a special kind of sinner. Christians could overlook his past drug use, but at age 17—the year he accepted Christ—Lonnie was already immersed in Laguna Beach's gay scene. He succumbed to AIDS in 1993 at age 43.

"It's like John the Baptist walked through Southern California," says Lake Forest historian David Di Sabatino, "and nobody wants to talk about him because he died of AIDS."

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  • Alex 09/28/2011 6:06:00 PM

    Matt, my real dad knew Lonnie and was there when that all went down. It's a fascinating story, one which is a Tug-o-war between the Fundamentalists and the Emergents or more Liberal side of the Christian Spectrum. Lonnie was certainly unconventional and his story is a lightening rod. Me, I dunno. God does what He does, uses who He uses. The Fundie in me is skeptical of LSD and partying on Saturday and preaching about Jesus on Sunday. The Liberal in me tells the Fundie to shut the hell up and recognize that God works through sinners (of which I am one). Good article, fwiw.

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  • jason 01/26/2009 11:03:00 AM

    I guess every editor has their own opinion, and though i think it seems that this one gets the facts correct, they seem to insert their own opinion into this with calling Christians disagreement with homosexuality as "hate" Whether or not thats a correct observation ive made, people must understand that the bible is JUDGMENTAL. And Jesus came not only to love, but to divide. To bring brother against brother. And so on. Jesus wasnt some love god. And the world's love is different from what love is to God, according to the Bible. So theres lots of confusion and assumption going on. We scream about tolerance , and we say we all have our own truth, yet we get mad and upset when someone shares the word of God. Isnt that truth to them, a truth that requires them to preach it to others, which is commanded in the Bible. So using that logic, who then are you to protest against it? Do any of you have some special absolute knowledge? You who say "theres no truth, man, it all just opinion and based on social constructs" Then i guess that idea , within itself, of "no truth" and "no absolutes" is, again, WITHIN ITSELF....a claim of truth, in its own self. So it self destructs. the entire logic. You dont have to believe in the Bible, but just understand that when it comes to being a true follower, a disciple of Jesus Christ....sinful behavior cant be tolerated. Whether its heterosexual fornication (sex out of marriage) or homosexual behavior. Repentance is vital to being a disciple, along with strong and close reliance on biblical scripture. Lonnie put less emphasis on the Bible, and more on emotional experience. And that misleads people, and many probubly were not even saved. According to the Bible, even the devil can perform miracles and make prophetic claims. Lonnie was used as an instrument of the devil, ultimately, to misled many people away from true repentance and holiness...and into a feel-good emotional trip that had little basis in scripture, preaching a false gospel. Thats why a lot of these people who go up to the alter, say the sinners prayer, cry, get knocked to the floor and claim they are "on fire for God", eventually fall away from the Lord, is because its not rooted in anything true or real, its based on some metaphysical experience of elation and emotions and not on sound biblical teaching. I think spiritual gifts can come to people, but the emotional ecstasy that engulfs people can truly misled and bring forth mediocre followers that fall away and never bear any good fruit. Dont be deceived by your emotions. Read the word of God. Read the Bible. Repent.

  • Kathy Campbell 10/18/2008 4:36:00 AM

    I was a very dear friend of Wesley Frisbee, and never knew Lonnie's story. I am a Christian recovering alcoholic drug addict, and I met Wesley when I was homeless years ago. He was one of five brothers, he said, and had tattoos of two or three of their names on his back, in memory of them as they had passed away. I clearly remember one name was "Lonnie." Wesley went to church at the Crossing in Costa Mesa with me often. (It's planted from Calvary Church in Santa Ana.) He had recovered from heroin addiction at that point, but you know, he still smoked pot all the time. He still took lots of pain pills, and he sold this stuff. But you know what? He was more like Jesus walking than any human I've met so far. He reached out and ministered to the disinfranchised, the hurting and the emotionally crushed along those boulevards in Costa Mesa. He'd get brand new sneakers from one of his two daughters at Christmas, then promptly give that pair away within a day or two, rather than giving away the pair they had replaced. He was one of the only old friends I kept after I sobered up, because he loved the Lord, and he had a beautiful heart -- he was goodness in an evil, fallen world. He made differences over and over. He was so wired for mercy that I just couldn't see the other sins and abuses he partook in...somehow, in this one person, they faded in the radiance of his shining soul. That AA cult stuff about avoiding users, for once, didn't apply to Wesley, and I'm so glad I stuck to the strength of my convictions on that one, because we didn't get to keep him here very much longer. He talked all the time about going to Chuck's Calvary with his brother back when it was just tents. He loved church -- he attended all of our major functions at the Crossing, and said he was actually the churches' very first member, because back when he was a heroin addict, he used to live under a bush in the field we've built on, there on Newport Blvd! Wesley would bring literally 75 or 80 stuffed animals he'd won from those coin-operated machines to me before we went to Mexico. Now how many people do you know who are so wired for mercy, and so understand the utter poverty over the border, that they would invest that much time to collect stuffed animals? Really? I read in Christian publications now little bits and pieces about Lonnie, but I didn't put it all together until this issue, "Rock Angel." See, Wesley got in a horrible relationship with a girl who started using crack. She (of course -- spiritual warfare unleashed) went psycho day after day, week after week. And Wesley was meek and mild, and loved peace, and working on his Indian crafts. She drove him to dispair, but to my utter heartbreak, instead of leaving her to get rid of the problem, he started using heroin again to cope with her. In a matter of less than three months, he got a serious infection. He was skin-popping the stuff. My friend took him to Hoag. Easy in-and-out, we thought. But -- and here's another twist to what's really right-wrong, good bad in your world view -- it turned out that he started using heroin at about the exact time that undiagnosed Hep C entered its final, fatal stage. So he went to Paradise from the surgical table. And he never knew he was suffering liver failure, and in a several-month, excruiatingly painful, fatal, untreatable decline. But I thank God he didn't hurt. Nothing doctors gave him would have worked as well for pain relief. It was incredible timing, and I, a recovering addict, can find no condemnation in my heart. He died at the end of November, 2005. I wish he would have told us about Lonnie, and about the movie, so we could have joined in that together. I guess, since so many of his social contacts were street people, maybe there was a stigma. I don't understand why he didn't talk more about Lonnie, though he had a profound aura of respect and loss when he mentioned him. The parallels between the two flabbergast me. I know so many active Christians in outreach. But I will still say today that Wesley Frisbee was the closest to Jesus walking of any person I have ever known. A man who was many times homeless, often slinging pot or pills, not a neatly dressed conformist, did more for so many, and had such a love for the Lord. He (coincidentally?) relapsed into heroin use after like ten years off, and was spared the agony of the last few months of a Hep C liver failure death. Is that so tragic? Who knows? I have trouble not taking scripture literally, but I will absolutely believe in love above all. And I think when we move to judgmentalism toward people like Wesley and Lonnie, we turn our hearts away from love. And maybe in that, a more basic and fundamental wrong is commited. The flame that burned through Lonnie also burned in a lesser degree through Wesley. I won't go into details, but his was the second of three unexpected and tragic deaths I experienced within three months (my alcoholic cousin committed suicide the day before Wesley's funeral -- it was pretty traumatic). And learning about Lonnie has helped me a lot. It has validated my belief that Wesley was a very, very, very special bright shining soul, here for just a while serving on this fallen earth to help his fellow man. There is a flame there in that family that bunes, and I can't wait to get to Paradise to see the full radiance. I only wish one of the other Frisbees could continue to carry it here, until then. But they do all come from pretty broken places, and wield a powerful light --- who knows. I'm so glad I read this. Thank you.

 

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